Learning to See What I'd Overlooked

Hello You!

Do you ever look back at one of your past paintings and think, “this isn’t quite finished”? I do. There are many paintings that I admire and feel satisfied with. They hold up over time. The colors are just right, and the marks, lines, and shapes guide my eye around the canvas, capturing my imagination.

However, sometimes I rush through the process. I think I've completed a painting, only to realize later that it isn't quite working. Truth be told, I can be too eager to finish. I crave the sense of accomplishment and recognition that a finished painting receives.

The Journey of Self-Discovery

Becoming aware of this desire didn't happen overnight. Initially, I was happy receiving compliments. But now, I find myself at a stage in my art-making where I want more. I seek deeper connection, honesty, and a stronger voice. I want to express more of who I am and who I’m becoming in my paintings.

For now, I encourage myself to work at a slower pace. This allows me more time to reflect and consider my paintings before I release them into the world.

Reflecting on My Work

Here's an example of a painting I once thought was fine and finished:

At first glance, I see contrasting values, a decent composition, a variety of marks, and a pleasing range of colors.

But with gentle consideration, I also notice too much contrast in several areas, a busy composition, a lack of variety in the values, and little to no harmonization of the colors.

I'll tell you, that realization is not easy to accept!

Embracing Change

I want to honor my desire for more connection and honesty. So, I listened to my inner mentor as she lovingly guided me to see where these issues were occurring. I mixed some new colors and set myself, and the painting, free.

Here is the current version:

It began with a full turn of the canvas. I like to do this to release my connection to what’s already happening on the canvas. It’s easier when I can't really see it.

The colors changed, although I kept some of the lovely blue and burnt sienna in the center. My marks now have more variety, there is less "scattered" contrast, and my colors have become more harmonized.

The Importance of Patience

Now, I'm letting it rest for a while. I am still working to incorporate my newest internal reflections. I am learning to slow down and not chase the fleeting wind of approval.

This journey is about creating a deeper relationship with myself through my art. I believe that taking the time to reflect will lead to more meaningful creations.

In gratitude,

~ Susie

Conclusion

Art is a journey, not a destination. Each painting teaches us something new about ourselves. Embrace the process. Allow yourself the time to grow and evolve. Your art will reflect your journey, and that is the true beauty of creation.

By taking a step back and reflecting on your work, you can discover new layers of meaning. This practice not only enhances your skills but also deepens your connection to your art.

Remember, it’s not just about the final product. It’s about the experience, the growth, and the stories we tell through our creations. Embrace your unique voice and let it shine through your work.

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Let your art be a reflection of your journey.